I am such a fucking idiot to have thought I had a chance at a date with this guy! I was fat, ugly & stupid in high school, and nothing has changed! What the hell was I thinking even asking him out for coffee! I am a total fucking fool!!!! GAH! I give up! I should probably just get married and make babies now, and give up on this whole stupid wanting freedom and to party thing. Resign myself to being a doctors wife now.
